Incest
Posted Jan 25, 2012 by anonymous | 2509 views | 9 comments
That said, I'm still a little shaken up. When I was nine I was sexually attracted to my brother. I grew up in a religious household, we were related, and we are both male. It was a very early age, and I didn't know shit about sex, all I know was that thinking about him made me react. He was sixteen at the time. Being nine, and apparently having no scruples to speak of, I asked him if he loved me. Naturally he told me yes, but I wasn't terribly happy with the way he answered. We fought and eventually he blew me, I think just to shut me up. We didn't talk much after that, and he seemed to look at me like an insect until I was thirteen. He was twenty, in college, and mildly established. He had a job as a Barista and was trying to get into an apartment with his girlfriend of three years. He came home for Christmas break and he brought his girlfriend with him. One night, while she was asleep in the next room we slept together. I won't go into detail about it, but I have felt guilty about it ever since. He has shown absolutely no romantic interest in me, he has not touched me in a sexual way since, and he's getting married in a few months.
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Commented Jan 28, 2012 by anonymous
It is not a cultural way to react upon, you should not go in a homosexual way. It's your brother...
Commented Jan 26, 2012 by anonymous
It's clear to me that you have been sexually abused by your brother and in the years that came to follow he chose to fuck with your emotions. You were 9 years old and he was sixteen you say? Well that, I'm sorry to tell you, is abuse. Unfortunately for you the only feelings you can tune in to regarding your brother are your sexual desires for him and what you 'THINK' you want from him. Your thought patterns haven't changed at all from when you were a child and I would seriously recommend you look in to getting yourself some form of therapy. Just out of interest, do you identify yourself as a homosexual? I know your brother dosen't. All he has done all these years is manipulate you and make you feel like a peice of shit. Erase him from your life and move along.
Commented Jan 25, 2012 by anonymous
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Commented Jan 25, 2012 by anonymous
Besides my brother, my only other sexual encounter was with my cat. I know that this might sound strange but i'm in love with my cat of eight years. He's a sexy golden tabby, and he's the love of my life. When he looks me in the eyes I melt like butter. i feed him , and i'll do anything for him. Were discussing a fall wedding. I wanted fall foliage all around us to match his wonderful golden color. I f I see another cat looking at my kitty. I get highly upset. just wanted to share my wonderful joy; even if my brother doesn't care about me anymore.