In love with my bestfriend
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 100 views | 0 comments
I have been in love with my best friend for about 2 years now. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He is funny, charming, devoted, smart and every other nice thing that I could say about a person. But he doesn't love me romantically just platonically. It kills, quite honestly. Just this past week I told him what I see in him and that it is very easy to love him. But I don't think it make even a dent really. Oh I am sure it did a little but I don't know if it will ever change things. He is always asking my why the women that he dates can't be smarter like me, why can't he have a good conversation like we do and how come they don't make him laugh like I do.... I just don't know what to say other then a rather loud 'hello????' with a smack on the forehead for the general stupidity of it all. Honestly what is he doing??? Really can he be that superficial that he can not see me because he is looking for that perfect 10 body, not that I am wretched or anything, but I am not tall and blonde but is that all a man sees? What about what really matters in a person such as integrity of their soul, loyalty as a friend, someone who is there through thick and thin? Why don't I get that chance??? Just sending this out into the cosmic void.... maybe one day, but how much longer must I wait?
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