I'm not innocent of anything
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 77 views | 0 comments
Okay. . .I am Pagan...not xtian. For a few years my wife and I had an 'open' marriage. And of course, as a result, a lot of fun. Suddenly, it went away...NOT my choice of course. Well, I can't handle it. I am starting to think it was all an act, a way for my wife to 'get me' so she could have kids. Really. Well, I can't take it anymore. I just can't. I feel I've been deceived and lied to and worse, the awesome sex we had between us has disappeared. There's got to be more to life than THIS. So in the last five days I have fucked other women three separate times and I had a fucking blast doing it. I love my wife. I truly do, with all my heart. I don't know if she feels the same way, I really don't. I used to think so. But anyway, I'm fucking others now, and I am not letting that interfere with anything as far as our relationship. I am a very sexual person and cannot go without it. I do not subscribe to the traditional xtian views of monogamy so I do not feel that that act itself is a sin, not at all. What I do feel bad about though is keeping it from her. But, I am thinking if I can get the sex I need, perhaps everything else will come together okay and we can stay together.
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