I'm facing a sexless, childless future
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 126 views | 0 comments
I'm childless because of my lack of maternal desire which suited my husband who is a divorced father of three. I am 40, he is older than me and we married last year after 18 years together. However, now he has developed an erection problem which can't be corrected by surgery or medication. This is a major blow to him but now i am not only facing a sexless future but I have realised that I don't have the option to have a child. I am also wondering if I made the right decision when I had an abortion 15 years ago. I have never been the jealous type but I am starting to resent his ex-wife and childen. I hate the way I'm feeling.
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