Im a failure
Posted Dec 14, 2012 by anonymous | 268 views | 4 comments
I hate myself, i hate who i am. Im not old enough, im not mature enough for him, we fight all the time, we have very few common interests and while we both have hot sex he cant be as rough with me as he wants to be because he hurts me. So he left, told me to grow up and change and maybe we can be together. I tried, ive been trying but i dont know how to be better. We fought again tonight, he doesnt want to speak to me, and its final, all out in the open that we are not together. I dont want to live but i am. I dont deserve this. I want to be beaten, abused, raped. I want to feel the pain i deserve.
Commented Aug 5, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Dec 15, 2012 by anonymous
With the right guy, you don't have to do anything other than be youself. This isn't the right guy. You need some time to yourself, to be yourself, and to pursue your passions and interests. You'll meet a partner who shares your values, respects you, and is your friend. You deserve better.
Commented Dec 15, 2012 by anonymous
You need a counseling to sort out the issue.
Commented Dec 14, 2012 by anonymous
how old are you btw im 17 and im a female?