I'm 38, have two kids and a wonderful wife. For the last two years, each month my job requires me to travel to our Nebraska factory and books me into the same hotel everytime. I am usually there for 4 or 5 days and got to know a woman who frequents the hotel bar. I got very friendly with her even though she is 52 years old but never had sex with her. That is, until last year, when we both got pretty drunk and I took her up to my room. I had never cheated on my wife before that night but have allowed this woman to turn me into a sex slave every month since then. She is perverted but I have allowed her to have her way with me. It didn't start this way but after the first couple times we had sex I began to see and listen to her fetish side. She likes to be dominant and has me now doing things I am to ashamed to tell anyone. It all started the first time I let her spank me and began letting her humiliate me at first by penetrating my rectum with a dildo while masturbating me. She is very rough with me but I got so aroused by it I continue letting her do anything she wants. Nine months ago she convinced me to let another woman friend of hers to participate and these two have done things to me that are outright degrading yet highly arousing to me. When I head back home I am ashamed of myself for what I let them do for my own sexual gratification. Both give me oral sex and intercouse but both also put a strapon dildo and simulate intercouse in my rectum. I never considered anything like this but as one of them is penetrating me the other is usually masturbating me or giving me oral sex. They make me cum so many times I can't beleive it and as much as I used to hate the monthly trips I now can't wait to go back again. Many times I come home with bruses on my bottom and have to hide it from my wife. I convinced my wife to shave my pubic hair just because the other two women want to do it all the time. I haven't had any pubic hair for six months now and tell my wife it feels better that way when we have sex. I really love my wife and do feel remorse for what I have been letting those other women do to me. Its not natural I know but I get so aroused by the ways they humiliate me and don't know why it is such a turn on. I also like watching them perform sex acts on each other and know that both are bisexual. I am with them two nights each time I go there and as much as they abuse me I crave it all the more. They get me into the most embarrassing positions, tie my gentials and basically rape me with an assortment of dildos and vibrators. I actually am humiliated by it but am also totally satisfied afterwards. I have had intercouse and anal sex with both and oral sex is a big part of our sessions together, which lasts for hours and hours. I try to rationalize why I am so aroused by the things they do to me but have no reasonable explanation for it. The other woman is older than me but is only 46 and just as aggressive or more as the older one. I can see they get pleasure by inflicting pain and humiliating me. Each time one of them shaves off all my pubic hair and they shave up the crack of my butt and around my anus. I have never thought before of anal penetration. Now I especially enjoy it when the two of them use a vibrator on me and both suck and masturbate me at the same time. I'm not sure whats in these womens minds but know they try to do anything to degrade me. They haven't told me so but I think one ore both of them have been abused in the past by a husband or boyfriend. As much as they satisfy me they are also very dominating and both enjoy simulating intercouse with the strapon they use. It does hurt at times and the younger of the two trusts it in and out of me very fast and as deep as she can. The only consolation when she gets that rough is that the other one is holding or sucking my penis. They like it when I tell them it hurts so I often tell them it does, even when it doesn't. The more often they do it to me the less painful it has become. I feel the most shame when I'm with my wife and kids and start thinking what a degenerate I have become. Its a dark secret I could never admit to anyone and am truly ashamed that I enjoy it so much.