I'm such a failure
Posted Oct 15, 2014 by anonymous | 236 views | 3 comments
I honestly feel like a failure... I'm in a top school, and all my peers are high achievers, but I just can't achieve straight As for my subject and feel inferior to my them. I lost all my will to live, and just want to die... My "friends" are a bunch of bloody hypocrites that just can't understand me; they start laughing and judging my results behind my back. I don't want to stay here anymore... I feel oppressed and suicidal... I've worked so hard and yet, I couldn't achieve anything... I feel like the odd one out, the inferior useless one, with a bleak future. No one seems to appreciate my efforts and no one understands me, not even my parents. I feel alone, vulnerable and fragile. I'm on the verge of giving up.......
Commented Oct 15, 2014 by anonymous
You know what you need to do. Load up on the guns and ammo and then make a special visit to your school.
Commented Oct 15, 2014 by anonymous
Look at it this way, you could be somebody who's not havin a good year in school and just needs to apply themselves harder to something they truly, truly love and believe in OR you could be somebody who can't orgasm unless their "sister-mother" is there throwing peanut butter at their nipples as they jerk off to beastiality videos with a Hot Wheels track stuck up their stretched asshole. How does your bad grades and all your shit-talking snooty ass pussy friends sound to you now?
Commented Oct 15, 2014 by anonymous
I've been there so many times, man. So many times. Don't give up. You just need to develop that "fuck them" attitude. They are not your friends if they're talking about you like that behind your back. Fuck them. Your parents don't understand you. They're ignorant to your situation. They just can't comprehend it. Fuck what everybody has to say and just do you. You don't have to make straight As, man. You're choosing to. Fuck them. Fuck what they say. Fuck what they do. Just live freely and do you.