I'm So Tired of Living Like This...
Posted Apr 5, 2013 by anonymous | 258 views | 5 comments
I live in a small town. My parents are conservative. My life...is a lie. They think I'm this innocent Christian girl, but I'm not. I'm not a Christian, I swear when they're not around... I'm so sick of the restrictions they have. I can't even drink in our house and I'm 22 fucking years old! It's ridiculous. I feel trapped. My parents were going out tonight with another couple and I told her I might go to subway and pick up a salad. (I was also grabbing some wine but didn't tell her that). She said she'd prefer I not do that because she "worries about me." That's right. I can't even go to goddamn subway. UGH. All my friends in this town are the same. Conservative. Boring. We don't drink together. We sit around and play board games. I like board games but it'd be nice to get out once in a while! I don't have anyone to drink with. That's why, as a Friday on Spring Break, I am sitting in my room, with a beer I took from my dad's fridge hiding behind my jewelry chest. I'll drink it later and then masturbate and then go to bed. Just like every weekend. I'm so fucking lonely. I'm so fucking sick of living a lie. I feel so trapped...
Commented Apr 8, 2013 by anonymous
yeah. just leave. say fuck u mom and dad and split. never look back. shit, dont even be incontact with them for years..disown their hateful controling asses and see how they like it
Commented Apr 6, 2013 by anonymous
You need to tell your parents about this that you do not want to live like this.
Commented Apr 6, 2013 by anonymous
Wish we could chat. I'm 21 and in a very similar situation.
Commented Apr 5, 2013 by anonymous
Your'e 22? Stand up. Walk out the front door. Don't go back till you feel better about yourself..
Commented Apr 5, 2013 by anonymous
move away to a big city where all the action is