I'm living a lie
Posted Aug 17, 2012 by anonymous | 767 views | 5 comments
I met a guy on the Internet. I fell in love with him and him with me, I even left my guy for him. So now it is just the two of us. I led him on to believe I was a normal girl. He thinks I am gorgeous and have a great personality, he is ready to live with me and marry me. I am ready for that too in my heart. The problem is I have been keeping a secret from him. I am a 280 lb woman. I have large breasts so my body is proportianate. I don't have like a huge gut or anything but I am definitely what dr. Would consider obese. I am so emberassed and ashamed. I have shown him pics of me but only ones where I can hide the fact that I'm fat. He asked me why we can't be together and I was so ashamed that I'm fat that I lied and told him I have an eating disorder and am anorexic. That is the complete opposite. I can't even believe I told him that. I don't want anyone else ever. He is my everything. Ithas been 3 years I have been stringing him along with this charade that I'm anorexic and emberassed for him to see how skinny I am but now he says he doesn't care what I look like he loves me and wants to be with me. Should I come clean and tell him? I don't think he is attracted to fat girls. But he does say he would love me no matter what ilook like. I am working out aslot to lose weight but I can't lose weight fast enough. And even if I did I would have to explain the loose skin stretch marks etc... Gross!! How the he'll did I get myself into this? Please someone give me advice.
Commented Jun 18, 2014 by anonymous
Honesty
Commented Aug 26, 2012 by Uncle Bud
First...be truthful.
Commented Aug 22, 2012 by anonymous
what a helpful tip.... NOT !!!!
Commented Aug 19, 2012 by anonymous
Hi, you should meet him and wear a tee-shirt that says "I BEAT ANOREXIA" :)
Commented Aug 18, 2012 by anonymous
If the relationship is based on lie the relationship might not be go further for long time. Better be told about your truth to your future husband. If he really love you he would not bother if you are fat or ugly he will accept you.