
I wann kill myself
Posted Mar 19, 2013 by anonymous | 292 views | 14 comments
I want to kill myself... I don't think I deserve to live... I mess everything up and I can't please anyone anymore. I just want to be good at the things I do... my mom just flipped on me cause I ate a dinner I thought was for one but was really for two... then she just went crazy on me... my bf is always mad because of crap at home and that's been screwing up the relationship... I can't make him happy... I want to die... I hate my size and people say diet and exercise but it's not super easy.... it's hard... I hate myself I wanna cut but then they will send me away... I'm not crazy... [br]I bite myself to inflict pain and punishment but only cause it won't scar... I can hide it.... it causes pain.and numbness bit it helps my punishment .... I go to therapy but it doesn't help much... I take meds but I want them upped for the third time... u have two major stress disorders
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Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
This person doesn't need anyones religous beliefs or anyones insincere comment about needing help. They need advice on the name of drugs that will do the job. Sometimes there is no 'cure' just get the job done.
Commented Mar 30, 2013 by anonymous
Shut up you absolute loon! She doesn't want to hear your crap! She needs help not a complete moron telling her "YOUR" beliefs!
Commented Mar 27, 2013 by anonymous
God loves you..
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
If u kill yourself, you only making it worst, because you are going straight to hell..where no one belong, excerpt for lucifer..and if u go to hell, you may end up spending an eternity with the people who caused u pain...you do not want that
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
I use to call suicide hotline and a several times they were just like, "do therapy killing yourself doesnt solve anything." They were completely apathetic and some were even scolding me for feeling so sad. It was a nightmare and I use to think to myself that I was better off not calling. A couple of times I had nice ones but out of the 6 call i made i think 2 were nice. I think to some people its just a job. Even therapist can be discouraging and treat you like your crazy for feeling so bad unfortunately. :( Id say find some support in your community like a church or other groups to help you get through this.
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
Please don't kill yourself. Life sucks sometimes yes it is true. But even if you call q suicide hotline it can help. Your life has value, and though your mother gets mad at you, you are her child and she loves you.
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
Take a counselor's help for that.
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
your just going through a rough patch suicide is not the answer. please don't hurt yourself its not worth it
Commented Mar 20, 2013 by anonymous
Believe it or not this is just a stage you will pass through, things will improve. You cant always make everyone happy and unfortunately negativity breeds negativity. It's very difficult to have stress/personality disorders when you're young and still figuring out who you are and what you want from life. But thinking in black and white (e.g can't make ANYONE happy, mess EVERYTHING up) this is a negative generalization of thinking that you need to rationalize and progress from. Aim for little wins at first and begin to dig yourself out of your self-loathing hole with positive self reinforcement. I cut myself when I was younger and I can hardly look at the scars now, all they do is remind me of a time I've moved on from and would rather forget. I don't even know who that person was anymore. Good luck! Try to have at least a pretty good day tomorrow :)
Commented Mar 19, 2013 by anonymous
You should find a quiet place to meditate, it could be a park or anywhere thats serene away from all the confusion.
Commented Mar 19, 2013 by anonymous
tohandle1@aol.com email me anytime! Ive dealt with depression pretty badly and if you need an ear im here.