i skipped your wedding.
Posted Mar 28, 2013 by SR2013 | 191 views | 0 comments
As one of your bridesmaids, I skipped out on the ceremony practice dinner because I was so anxious. I lied and said my dad was in the hospital so I needed to leave. I then skipped your wedding on the big day because the green dress did not fit. I knew it was too small, but I didn't have the money to get it altered. I lied and said I had a severe case of the stomach fl, ultimately had to "be admitted into the hospital". I gave the couple their the wedding present and lied to many, many people that day. I never made an attempt to hang out with my best friend, the groom, after the wedding. They found out I lied. I am remorseful. Two years later I am trying to get the words together to apologize, knowing that we won't reconcile but I can at least accept responsibility. I didn't deserve to be in the wedding party beforehand and proved that as everything went down. I am a remorseful pile of shit.
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