I really just wish
Posted Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous | 257 views | 6 comments
I wish that one day I could die suddenly like in a car crash or have a heart attack or something because I really don't have the balls to kill myself and I wouldn't want to put my family through discovering my body with my fucking wrists slit open and it sounds horrible and I feel so guilty for wishing death upon myself but I just detest living idk
Commented Jun 13, 2013 by anonymous
Yep, still out here
Commented Jun 13, 2013 by anonymous
Hey it's the OP and I'm sorry if I may have offended I was kinda just letting off steam I really wish the best for you and your son I'm sure you're both beautiful
Commented Jun 13, 2013 by anonymous
hey are you still out there idk why I read so many of these and never reply but for some reason I am to thos one
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
yup. and the first response to this made me tear up a little, can't even lie. Idk and Im not here to judge if you believe in a God or not but all I can think of to to say is God bless you and your family and friends, to the op (I relate. So much.) and everyone out there feeling like this! :(
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
ha this is how i feel exactly. im like marla off of fight club. you know how she thinks she could die at any minute but never does. story of my lifeee.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
Coming from someone who is young and has a lot of health problems that is hard to hear Why don't u try thinking about a young mom of 25 is very I'll and may not have much time with her 3 year old son because she may not live very long I just want you to keep in mind , there are people fighting for their lives out here When your contemplating ending yours at your own hands.