I like my pain
Posted Mar 1, 2014 by anonymous | 330 views | 4 comments
Ever since I turned 12 I have thought differently about EVERYTHING. I'm not talking about puberty and liking guys and stuff though, after I turned 12 emotions were harder to get to. But for some reason I always just want something bad to happen so it can just set me off and I can go out and kill something, or someone. . . I started thinking about loved ones dieing, and my friends getting murdered, I just started laughing at the thought, not because I know it probably wont happen, but I LIKED the thought. . . Whenever I get hurt, say trip and fall, I like the pain that it gives me. I don't know if something happened to me, or I was just "programmed" to think this way. Does anyone think the same way about stuff, or do you have any suggestions?
Commented Aug 5, 2014 by anonymous
Start engaging in S&M not BDSM but S&M its by far more painful but will fulfill your pain tendencies
Commented Mar 8, 2014 by anonymous
So your saying its GOOD to snap???
Commented Mar 3, 2014 by anonymous
Having a very nice one programmed lady.
Commented Mar 1, 2014 by anonymous
lol, ive been that way since my grandpa died I just went into a dark place then it turned into a obsession with murder, pain and anything else, ive been obsessed with serial killers I guess you can say but sometimes it gets better other times you snap.