I let her go
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 92 views | 0 comments
I was screwing up her life. I was a drain on her financially and emotionally. She didn't see it, she said it was because she loved me but I think she just refused to see it at all. I asked to take time off so I could get my junk together, which snowballed into us fighting and her not wanting to take time off. I was so desperate to do the right thing, I said some wrong things to get there and she left mad at me. I let her go because, I tried for almost for years, everyday to be a good man and it just never happened. I really did love her, and didn't meant to let it go the way it did, I really did just want to fix things and get back together, but I let her go away mad and she didn't speak to me for almost six months. By then, she had a new boyfriend, by a year later she was engaged and at eighteen months, last month our time, she married him. I miss her, I think about her, and I hope I did the right thing. I just wish I had it to do over again and to do right. I'm not an emo kid, it's just the one mistake I deal with every day and kick myself over every five minutes.
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