
I just want him...
Posted Oct 2, 2013 by anonymous | 343 views | 6 comments
Why do things never work out for me? I've only ever had sex with 2 guys...but I've never had a real boyfriend. That's pretty fucked up, and I didn't intend for it to happen that way, but I was just so lonely, and the touch of another wanting me was all too irresistible. But I've learned from those two guys. I'm much wiser, much stronger, much smarter. I know now. Then there's this guy I've been eyeing. He eats where I do sometimes. I can't help but get excited when he's near. He's made eye contact with me and smiled at me, but I want more. I want him to talk to me, but I guess he's just not that interested. All I want is for him to be my boyfriend. I get that things happen when they will, but at this hour so late at night, my heart sinks from loneliness - from the unrest I have in my soul. For once, I want to be the girl with the awesome boyfriend I can shower with my love and affection, someone I can care for and give my love to. That's all I want...a man who will love me for me, whom I can love back. I want him. I want all of him. And I want him to want me. But that'll never happen. It never does because things just never work out for me. They just don't. Now isn't that depressing...
Commented Aug 5, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Aug 4, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Oct 6, 2013 by scott1231
Just have sex with all the people you can, and learn what works for you.
Commented Oct 2, 2013 by anonymous
One day, something will work out for you. Why not start now?
Commented Oct 2, 2013 by anonymous
You should not get depressed about this thing.
Commented Oct 2, 2013 by anonymous
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