...or is it? Well, I was in a relationship for with this boy for 4 years. During the ENTIRE time he cheated on me, lied to me, stole from me and used me. Being the classic idiot, I didn't know any of this until I started getting those messages from the whores themselves. Felt guilty? Yeah, right. They were out for destruction anyway. ...anywho... After those 4 deceitful years, I want payback. It's been about 4/5 months since I finally left him. The idiot even messaged me a month later talking about "Do you want me back?" and the even more hilarious "I didnt do anything, why do you believe lies" - Though he himself coldly confessed some days later, "Yeah I cheated on you, so what, I'm glad I did. Oh yeah I never told you I have a baby on the way and it was when me and you were together if you wanna know". Since then, he's played the victim, writing things on websites like "I made you, I loved you, you played me, played with my mind, now I hate you..." And then of course there are the sympathetic friends who have no idea what he really is. I doubt they care, either. ...I honestly cant believe I was with someone of his intelligence. He's about 19 now. Listening to him now reminds me of how kids used to sound around 12 years old..... moving on. My simple, pathetic revenge: I got into his facebook and wrote a status along the lines of "I been goin to Le Cordon Blu for 8 years, and the only thing blue is my dick". (He's telling everyone he goes to culinary school - since I introduced him there once for a look. He's never gone a day in college in his life.) Then I wrote another, i dont remember what it was exactly..but it was along the lines of how he's been caught cheating. Wrote it like it was him. "[I cheated on everyone I've ever been with ^^^ TRUE! ..."so why would you think I'll be real to you? Just hit me up and see for yourself." One whore he'd been seeing for some time behind my back idiotically comments, "I hope you'll be real to me, boo." -_- Am I surrounded by idiots?! ....well, Facebook served me well, and I'm not surprised at how many people asked around about his page that day, how many whore found out about each other. What I AM surprised to find was, he had NO idea that might've been behind the hacking. This tells me he's already on several people's bad side. Guess I'm not alone. But what pisses me off is, no matter how disgusting a person gets, they're always going to be backed up by someone. Keeping the victims victims, and letting each other reach destructive ends. Real friends don't do that. But when it comes down to sex, no body cares except for the casualties. And this dirty ass kid still tries to contact me even now, with the same old lines. "I didnt do anything." "Hey, how you been." "I hope you come back". Don't you feel any guilt at all? You'd think after so many years, your conscience would try to clean itself... His motto now? "No cuffing, no loving, just fucking." I hope he gets struck by lightning. Or gets an STD. At this point, I can't do anything revengeful - don't want to, and can't. But I'm sure I can let this go if I can just punch him in the face. Hit him with a chair. Kick him in the nuts. SOMETHING. I find myself asking God for a chance to have at least ONE free payback. Punch. Kick. This anger and sadness needs to leave my body. ...im done. Goodnight.