I am afraid I'll have to miss him
Posted Apr 4, 2012 by anonymous | 521 views | 3 comments
I cheated on my boyfriend this summer. I almost fell for someone but I did not let myself. He kissed me two times and we remained best friends but it never went further than that. However, in my time away from him, it became more complicated. I realized I still had these feelings for him that I could not do anything about. I tried to write it out, I wrestled with them, but to no avail. I missed him. I missed him while I had my amazing boyfriend by my side. I loved him, but in a different way than my boyfriend, as naive as that may sound. I had written him a message, describing these feelings, and a month later my boyfriend found it. Flipped out at me, told me he hated me, told me he could never be with me, told me I was the worst thing to ever happen to him. But I am not in love with this other boy. Nothing big happened. But I know I still betrayed my boyfriend's trust. He is everything to me though. We have been dating for 2.5 years. How do I keep him. I need to keep him. I love him so much. I don't know what to do. I love him so much. I am so afraid.
Commented Apr 4, 2012 by anonymous
Don't be so bitter.
Commented Apr 4, 2012 by anonymous
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
Commented Apr 4, 2012 by anonymous
You must not cheat your boyfriend. Just tell him face to face & confess. Have a happy love life.