
I am not who you think I am.
Posted Nov 11, 2011 by anonymous | 556 views | 6 comments
Dear internet, I was not born in the right body. It is my biggest secret. I have sought guidance. I have spent a long time running from it, worried and scared. I am so sick of pretending. I wish I could act like what is natural instead of what is trained. I have fooled everyone because if I told most of them the truth, they would distance themselves. 99% of conversations I am completely controlled to behave in the way I have been forced to act my whole life. When I was a kid my parents would worry, but then I learned to hide, and they stopped worrying. I wish I could live in a society where gender didn't matter, where a girl could act like whatever she wants to without having to justify her genitals. I feel normal when I am alone, but if anybody ever saw me act the way I do when alone, I don't know what would happen. I am so sick of living in fear. I would pay any price to feel like myself once again if I wasn't so scared of being alone. Sincerely A Two-headed Dragon.
Commented Nov 13, 2011 by anonymous
Two headed dragon eh?
Commented Nov 13, 2011 by anonymous
Just confess to who you truly are and embrace it or you will never truly be happy.
Commented Nov 11, 2011 by anonymous
We dont need the goddamn bible, you cant force us to follow your controlling and useless faith.
Commented Nov 11, 2011 by anonymous
just come out of the damn closet and stop whinning! FYI that's what the gay men are for!
Commented Nov 11, 2011 by anonymous
you are a female as god intended. that's what wrong with you kids, you have been allowed to live without anyone teaching you the bible. really? you are our future?? GREAT!
Commented Nov 11, 2011 by anonymous
They have this wonderful medical procedure called Sexual Reasignment Surgery. You should try it. PS: your not a two headed dragon.