I am a secret submissive
Posted Sep 4, 2012 by anonymous | 529 views | 2 comments
I am a secret submissive. No one knowing me would ever in a million years guess that I am a submissive personality. Problem is, no dom in my life. Never has been....think that is probably why I have never been happy my entire life. I have wonderful children, a great guy who loves me, a very successful career & friends that care...and NO ONE KNOWS my truest desires. I can never tell. It will be my shame/secret forever unrequited. There is a part of me that is scared by this side of me, but I KNOW it is what I need/want. In life, I am very dominating & intimidating I am told. I long for someone who loves me enough to control me in just the right way, in all things. Knowing wha I need even better than I do.... I am not stupid, this type of relationship could only work with loads & loads of trust, of which I have very little. So here I sit...unhappy, unknown & growing more invisible by the day. This isn't some Fifty Shades dream.... I've known this about myself for much longer. Sometimes the why of it drives me crazy, but it NEVER goes away. I hate being in control, being the boss, making decisions & being grown.
Commented Oct 10, 2012 by anonymous
Contact me straight away'. by leaving a reply to this comment, I love to be Dom' I will teach you, with loving assertiveness and discipline, with over the knee Spankings, and sexual discipline,..... to be obedient, and for you to love and be your true Submissive self,
Commented Sep 5, 2012 by anonymous
May all your dreams come true.