Hate
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 82 views | 0 comments
My family has turned me into a hatefull father. My sons have nothing to do with one another anymore which has taken my life and changed it from a loving father to one whio does not care about them anymore. My wife and I can't do enough for any of them after years of taking care of them and their children. We are living with one son who has turned and told another son to come and move closer to him so he can take us off of his hands. He was the one who asked us to come and live with his fcamily and now is having second thoughts. Again I am not doing my share to keep him afloat. I don't know where to turn anymore and can only see my wife and I on the street. We have given all and now have nothing left. When I get down I turn to masterbating to relieve some of the presure. This I know is wrong but I don't know what to do about this either. I do wish for help and don't know where to turn to get it. It is very difficult to go to my pastor and tell him this and am missing so much my life with the church. Iask God to forgive and I hope my wishes will come .
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