hate
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 96 views | 0 comments
i am 31 and married and i am getting to where i hate my husband about 5 months ago i trusted him with all my heart and since then i found a womans phone number in his pocket and i asked him and he said oh she is just a friend how many times have we heard that before ? alot !!!! so i called this ' woman' and said what is going on i found your number in my husbands pocket oh were are just friends is all i get from them both but i know different i know that she is proberly the other woman . i know i am hard to live with at times but he needs to ealize i am human and i have feeling as well . i am not makeing any excuses for nor am i makeing them for myself but , how can i just get over it when its like a broken recored it replay in my mind every day i have wondering what hes doing or where hes going , it driveing us apart but just dont know what to do about it , she works with him and he doesnt understand that hurts me as well . so i have this lil movie replaying in my mind always . what am i to do ??????i wish i could kill them both but where would that land me nothing but jail time !! and i wouldnt be right with god if i do that , so i try to take in my mind to let it ride and just try to forgive and try to forget !!!
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