Ok, my names Jezebel and I work overnight as a security guard at these condos downtown. My co-worker is a man, who is like 31 and has 3 kids and a wife, im only 23 by the way. But when we first met, it was my first day training, he trained me obviously and was very funny and just laid back, not to mention I think he's kinda sexy. I've been working here for 2 months now, and I see him twice a week since we work the same shift, we always talk all night long sometimes causing us to neglect our jobs lol. But as I said he's very funny and cool, and I'll admit when I first met him and didn't kno whether he had a family or not, I kinda wanted to talk to him to see where things went, but as soon as he told me he had a family I kind of through those plans out the window. Up till now, he never tried anything with me, im not dumb though and sometimes I would catch him looking at me or he tries to walk behind me and pretend he's not looking at my ass. We sometimes talk about our sex life and he makes wise cracks at times that are kind of sexual towards me. So i guess im saying I feel like he's attracted to me, he sometimes tells me i'm a pretty woman or that I look nice too. Anyways though, to get to the point, just the other day we went up to the roof to look out into the city and he said "why are u alone?" I told him idk and after a few more words he and some eye contact he kissed me, I turned my head at first to avoid the kiss but I couldn't resist and we made out a little bit, but he kinda got out of control and started caressing me, and even touched my breasts! I was upset, but I LIKED it, he told me that he liked me and all this crap which i've heard before as an attempt to get in my pants. He first said lets F around, as just friends, It was hard but I turned him away. Now everything is awkward, seeing him at work and having to think about nearly having sex...strange thing is though, that I kind of wish it would happen again as an excuse to go all the way next time. WTF am I screwed up, or is it just lust and me being horny for this beautiful co-worker of mine? lol. :-)