It's everyone but me, I don't trust anyone, I talk to myself, I am not like you, fuck it, you will never know, know one knows but me, I am I, no one else will understand, I can't explain, I need me, I don't need anything, I can let go, I can give everything up, I am a baby, I like my way, I am selfish, you are more selfish than me, I am selfless, I don't know what I want, I want to complain, I want to hit something, I don't want to, shut up, stop crying, everyone should be like me, we would all get along, no one will ever understand what makes me the way I am, I don't know why I am, I don't know what I want, I don't want it all but I want it all my way, my way, why compromise, why can you do it, why is it my fault, why do I need anyone else, how come I am not enough, I don't want to depend on anyone, I don't need you, see what happens, my life is harder, I don't want to work, I don't want to do nothing, I don't want to do what you want me to do, no one is in charge of me, I am I, hit me, harder, break my face, look at me, what are you looking at, I like to fight, I am afraid, I am afraid of myself, I am afraid I will ruin my life, I am 23, no 24, I am too young to be old, I don't care, I'll care tomorrow, tomorrow might be too late, my life might be ruined by then, you can't tell me what to do, I never believed in god, I am god, I am in charge, no one controls me, why are jobs so hard to get, what was the point of college, stop whining, it's hard for everyone, but it's harder for me, everyone makes it that way, no one understands that, they all think I am weak, I am better than all of them, I could be anything if I wanted to, I could have been president, I am not excited for vacation, vacation has been work, work has not been vacation, do I need a companion, is she always going to be there, will she leave me, does she know me, she doesn't know I wrote this, she doesn't know I feel this way, she would say to get over it, she would get scared and never look at me the same, she would say I need help, she might leave, I have no health insurance, I have a lot of student loans, college doesn't help you get a job, I want to be a comedian, sometimes I think I would be happy to be homeless, I wouldn't need anyone, I don't have to listen to you, I hate commuting, I do so much for you, do I do too much, you say I don't do enough, you want more, I am less, should I leave you, should I shut you out, you don't know I think about it, would you want me to stay, could I go, do I need you, I don't want to need anything, I'm not always like this, sometimes I am happy, she makes me happy, my friends are stupid, they will never be me, how do stupid people get so far, what's important, I'm tired, maybe she left me already, maybe I left,