This is really irrelevant, but im pissed so i feel like ranting...so, 2 weeks ago i started a new school (new girl oh joy) and i knew some people from old schools, other friends, facebook etc..and i was talking to a new friend and she was telling me about her boy friend who use to have a thing for me..then some boy randomly blurted out "IS ANYONE STILL A VIRGIN?!?!" i looked at him like he was on crack then he said, "oh no, i wasn't talking about you" then the girl i was talking to was like.."Dont worry about me!" and i thought she was serious but she was joking, and so i walked away a few seconds and when i came back she was talking about how she wasnt a virgin and i was like dafug but she was serious...we're only 13, in the 8th grade and she did this last year..crazy right? But no i knew a few upper classmen (1 who i had a thing for) and we started talking again because we stopped for some reason and i really liked him and i didnt want him to know but some bitch i warned not to tell told anyways and yeah we were talking like old times and we we're close and i still liked him then i finally found out he had a gf and i was like ok..but i still liked him then one day there was drama going on between him and his girl and i thought they broke up so i text him the next day asking how things were going and he said amazing and i was shocked then i asked why he was so happy and he told me that they fucked earlier that day and the week before..they were only 12 and 13...I JUST WANNA KNOW, AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO STILL THINKS VIRGINITY IS IMPORTANT!?!?! WHAT. THE. FUUCKKKK?? I dont mean to sound like a up tight bitch but seriously, what is wrong with my generation??People take virginity as i joke and we aren't even in high school!!! omfg like...ok i may not be able to tell time, and in the future i could be some stripper so being a virgin wont matter but until thing, i actually want to save my virginity to some i want to be with..or at least wait till im ready...tbh im scared to have sex...alot of people say the first time is painful..some say it gets pleasurable but im just afraid of the pain...and i really hate juding people...because im not flawless myself..in fact when i was 11 i sexted a dude a pic of me in my bra...even though it was 2 years ago, i still feel like crying bc of that..like i know there are billions of girls who do it but still..i didnt think it and that will forever be a burden to carry...i mean 11? please dont give me shit, i wasnt even in a relationship with the guy and i didnt think it through very well...but i wouldnt dare have sex at such a young age..sexting isnt much better at the slightest, but you can sext all the time..as a matter of fact i'd never do such a thing again...but sex..uobrgjbgfgobdou i get so angry thinking about, ok im done i just wanted to get that out and i doubt anyone will care/read this long as confession but whatever. kthnxbai.