Beauty.
Posted Aug 26, 2012 by anonymous | 1030 views | 1 comments
I wanne be pretty. Like, really badly, i just wanna be pretty. I look in the mirror a lot (not because im self centered) in hopes that maybe through out the day i'd some how magically look stunning, but nothing ever changes. For some strange reason i hope it would but it never does. I have literally cried because of how ugly i am. Some may think I'm deluded because i think im the ugliest thing to breathe but im not. Its broad as day-light that im not...I dont post a billion pics of my self on facebook/instagram or where ever else and put a caption like "This is ugly oh well" and then get a thousand likes with people commenting like "You're so pretty" or "This isnt ugly you're beautiful!" because i truly genuinely feel this way. I dont need people to lie to me. i dont go looking for attention either. In fact i hate people saying im pretty because i think they're lying. Im insecure as hell and i hate it. Every minuet, second, hour of it. Im a worthless piece of shit. Even though im only 13, i can already tell. Im really impatient and never give myself a chance. Im a horrible person. I fuck up a lot. I dont deserve to be alive. I dont wanna go suicide, but i wish i could stop breathing. There people at this very moment dying and suffering, and i sit here just taking up air. I wish some else could live my life, some one who deserves it cause i sure dont. Im just so pathetic...
Commented Aug 27, 2012 by anonymous
Consult with a psychologist, he will solve your problem.