Before anyone draws their own conclusions and makes up stories, and they still will even when presented with the truth, I will tell you what happened between stanno and myself. As stanno posted he chased after me. I kept running from him. But, I gave in when I realized he was the best thing that could ever happen in my life. No woman could ask for a better man than stanno. He is rare indeed. We discovered, however, for us to have a relationship and eventually marry it would entail his having to come to the States which we thought was no big deal at the time. We learned that it would be close to a two year ordeal for stanno to be able to come to the States as a citizen to live here with me. As I am not allowed to leave my state to be with him, except to keep visiting and coming home, our relationship was going to be impossible. Why? Because I am dying. YOU CAN ALL REJOICE NOW!!! I have been on borrowed time for a few years now. I was born with a bad heart. I have had two heart attacks already and had to be brought back to life as it was a few weeks ago when my heart just stopped beating. The next time I won't be as lucky. One more heart attack means 3 strikes and I am out of here!! So dance in the streets and keep me aggravated with all your unfounded attacks and lies about me and you may help me to go sooner!! Won't that make you proud and happy? As for stanno he's the best thing that ever happened to this site and to me. I still find it hard to believe Gen treated him the way she did and then finally told him she didn't want him. I couldn't have asked for a better man than stanno and I would have NEVER tossed him aside. It broke my heart to have to let him go. He deserves someone that can be with him a LIFETIME and that wasn't me. I had hoped I could at least spend a few years with him, but that didn't turn out to be possible. I have been, and will continue to spend the remainder of my time ENJOYING my life. Everyone knows I love KKK. I loved and still love a lot of people from this site. KKK and I have become closer through emails since I left Raw. WE have a lot in common and reason to be there for each other. I came back to Raw because HE asked me. I wouldn't have cared what anyone on this site had to say about ME....but you attacked my son. THAT was going too far. I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack....I'm not alone and if you'd like to continue this I have friends that will likely join us. So you do it to yourself!!! This site was DEAD without us anyway!! LMFAO!!!