Devastated
Posted Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous | 397 views | 9 comments
My ex of three years and father of my year old daughter use to trade sex from me for drugs and hit me if I didn't do it. I loved the guy with all my heart. I left him and we haven't been together since January of 2013. I'm talking to a new guy who I absolutely adore but when I think of my ex I still feel hurt. Is this because I'm not over him? Or just a feeling... I rarely think of him anymore he doesn't see my daughter or I. But I just need to know if this feeling will ever go away in time.
Commented Aug 6, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Jul 18, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
Yeah shut up idiot
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
shut up idiot
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
Sure thing it will go away. Take it easy and enjoy your new life.
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
I think you should shoot up with some horse.
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
its not her father...smh. why cant you people READ the fucking thing before you comment?
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
Your father should be in jail for that.
Commented Sep 23, 2013 by anonymous
yes, it will go away. it hasnt been that long since you were with him and anytime you are involved with a person that is very controlling and abusive, when you finally do break it off, its normal to think of them annd even long for them. thats what control freaks and abusers want. they want you to feel that way so they can be sure they will always have that control over you, they condition you to think that the abuse and bad behavior is YOUR fault. Its not your fault. over time you will forget those feelings, believe me, I have been there. dont give up and dont look back! keep moving forward and put that douchebag far behind you!!