confussion
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 139 views | 0 comments
I'm involved in a relationship with the man that i thought was 'the one'. At the begining i was so crazy in love for him, i was so glad and i felt so lucky to have him. Now, 18 months later, i just dont feel the same way. Despite he truly is the best guy i've ever met, he loves me so much, and he gives his best to make me happy, i'm not. All i can think about are the negative things of him: he is still in college (i am 4 years younger and already graduated), he doesn't have any money, thus, we hardly go out and have fun. He is not as smart as i am, and he has some 'family' troubles that i am afraid it would pass to the family i will start with him if we ever get married (as i said before, he doesnt have any money). At the same time, he realizes something in me has changed and he gets mad about it, and we start arguing and it never ends. At this point, i'm so tired of this relationship that i want to tell him that is over, but i am afraid he will hate me, and if i regret it in the future he wont take me back. I was so lonely before i met him, i wait for more than 3 years to find a guy that liked me and that i liked him too, i dont want to be like that again, and the truth is i dont see any prospectives right now. I also feel very sad for him, and all the suffering he had before in life, i dont want to cause him any pain either. I know i am the only person he has in life, no one else worries or cares about him. My family is like his family now. I dont know what to do, i feel so confussed.
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