being whipped
Posted Mar 28, 2012 by anonymous | 544 views | 2 comments
As I was growing up. I was whipped with a belt and paddled with a board. I have hit myself with thing on my bare skin. Because I like the pain it causes. Before I die I have a bucket list in my head no ones knows about. In my mind I am so far out there it's unreal. If ever a way to do the things that my head. I'd have no second thoughts about doing them. I'm not ashamed of my feeling. I just don't think anyone I know would understand or accept me. Life is tough and not as free as they say. What I do reflects on everyone around me. What I need is another life to do what I want. Without it affecting those I love. I haven't figured it out yet. But I'm thinking about it.
Commented Mar 29, 2012 by anonymous
literotica.com or fetlife. the world is full of people who crave and enjoy pain; both inflicting it and receiving it. there's nothing wrong with you. trust me.
Commented Mar 29, 2012 by anonymous
There is no second life in this world. This is the only life we are having & we have to live it upto it's best. Leave the past behind & think about the future.