Hey. This is an anonymous letter I was planning on sending, thought I'd see reaction to it here first though: ............................................................................................................................................................... Dear Jessica, First, considering some of your past experiences, I want to start off by saying that I'm not a stalker, freak, pervert, or any other sort of dangerous person. I'm a friend, someone you know, who just can't bear to not tell you how I feel anymore, but I know that if I told you straight out, we would both be put into an awkward position. I wanted to make that clear from the begining, so that you can read this letter with understanding instead of anxiety. So... I love you. I'm in love with you. As much as I have tried to convince myself otherwise, the very thought of you causes me feelings of such strong fondness and sorrow that I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. No girl has ever made me feel this way before, and I doubt another ever shall. Do not misunderstand. It's not that I think you are perfect. I see others talk, and act, like you are an infallible goddess. I can understand how they are able to deceive themselves so, but I know you are just a girl. But, you are a girl who is smart, and funny, and most importantly: kind-hearted. Which is why it breaks my heart to see people hold you to this near-divine regard, and you, not wanting to let them down, work so hard to meet those expectations. I love you for who you are. I love your pixyish giggle. I love your audacious antics. I love how you are a little wierd - ok, really wierd. And it is because I love you that I have never confessed it before. I have not deluded myself to think we have more than we really do. We are just friends, and I try very hard to be satisfied with that. I want you to be happy, even if that means being happy without me. I hope you're happy. Are you happy? Thankyou for reading this. This obviously isn't my real email address, just one I created for this opportunity. I will check back in about a week. Please reply, let me at least know that you have read this, so I can find some peace.