Bad thoughts about friend/sister
Posted Nov 23, 2012 by anonymous | 532 views | 5 comments
I've a friend whom I consider as a sister, i mean like a real sister. They make girlfriends in college, but I made a sister. I always wanted a sister for me. I used to get jealous from my friends who have sisters with them. Then I met this girl. I never saw her "that" way (she is already in a relationship, but that doesn't matter). She takes care of me like a real sister and I reflect the same. She is very close to me. I know all things about her, from her sex life to her lingerie size and she know about my masturbation habit too. But all this time and in all these talking, I never thought about her in any wrong way. But of lately I've been thinking about her in wrong ways, sexually, to be precise. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I imagined her last night when I was busy pleasuring myself. And I confessed this to her as well. She is really thoughtful. She told me to forget about all this and such things won't affect our relationship. I've been saying sorry to her till this moment, and she says she is not affected by all this nor is our relationship. But, I'm feeling like a scum, filthy piece of shit inside. How could I do this? I'm afraid she would go away from me. I'm really scared now. She said she is fine and told me to leave the topic. But, I don't know, I'm feeling guilty. She trusts me so much and I did this! I feel like dying now. She said that she is proud of my honesty, that I confessed such thing to her. I don't know what to do! HELP!
Commented Nov 24, 2012 by anonymous
i overcame with the guilt, and i'm more close to her now.. and i'm sure it wont happen again.. and yeah it was pathetic, i learned over the time that u can control to whom u are attracted to, its about point of view..
Commented Nov 23, 2012 by anonymous
Pathetic. If she looks good it's natural to feel sexually attracted to her, feeling guilty over it is ridiculous. The closer you become, the less you'll look at her as just a sister, that's something you'll have to live with.
Commented Nov 23, 2012 by anonymous
Females are not insensative problem types when it comes to discussions, first ingore your ego of "what did i Do Wrong? Just drop the issue cause by intent of reprogressed guilt you feel this way and yet you just need to learn how to control your manifest of emotions. Then life is a lot more simple. (A person with a lot of experiance) You just need to have the additude of "I'm not stopping for what I did, I just need to work with what have" mental aspect. Deliverance of terms to mean as "Friendly,Associative,Stiff" mind set and behavior. We always fall short with humanity designed with flaws. Expect the un-expected . And move on with it! You always can!
Commented Nov 23, 2012 by anonymous
hmmm.. that's for sure.. and i'm lucky to have her as my sister.. :) she's so damn good..
Commented Nov 23, 2012 by anonymous
Do not thing in that way again then.