
Am i gay, bisexual? HELLLPPPP!
Posted Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous | 1085 views | 37 comments
Okay so it started when i was like 7. I had what i thought to be "sex" with my second cousin who happened to be a girl. At the time we didn't really understand the meaning of sex and we didn't know exactly what to do, we watched a movie with an intense sex scene and gave it a go. Although it was weird and i knew it was wrong, i remember it feeling really good. And that itself had a huge impact in my future life. I'm 16 this year and i'm still a virgin so i've never really had sex with my ex boyfriends. I guess i just wasn't ready. Well the thing is i know for a fact that i'm straight. I love my boyfriend so much that it hurts and i love penis. I know i said "i never had sex " but i do give blowjobs to my boyfriend now and then while he fingers me so hard and it turns me on so much. The twist to this is i like watching lesbian porn. I mean i can imagine myself fucking the day light out of the same sex, I always check out chicks and seeing lesbian porn turns me on. but i can never EVER imagine myself in a relationship with them or even falling "inlove" with the same sex. I thought about all of this and said to myself "maybe i'm bisexual and confused and i just need time to figure it", but i knew i was only lying to myself and was forcing myself to believe i'm something i'm not. I just don't understand. Am i gay? or am i bisexual? Or am i just straight with a retarded way of thinking and getting turned on? I really don't have a role model for these sort of thing. My parents are homophobia and if i was to turn out either gay or bisexual, they would kick me out on the street and never talk to me. So this is where you wonderful people come in. I need your help. What do you think my sexuality is and do any of you have this problem and can relate too this? Thank you, means a lot
Commented Sep 29, 2013 by anonymous
I don't know you, but you are literally the only person IN THIS WORLD that understands me on this topic. Thank you so much. I fucking love you
Commented Sep 28, 2013 by anonymous
Okay first of all i didn't write the "Niggers and fags, all going straight to hell. Bye bye burn babies!"
Commented Sep 25, 2013 by anonymous
WTF YOU RACIST SON OF A BITCH YOU RACIST HOMOPHOBE THE NEXT TIME I EVER SEE
Commented Sep 25, 2013 by anonymous
WTF YOU RACIST SON OF A BITCH OOOO I HATE YOU FUCKIN HOMOPHOBE RACIST ADS IF I EVER SEE A POST LIKE THAT AGAIN OHH I WILL FIND YOU AND SHOVE MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS SO FAR IT WILL COME OUT YOUR FUCKING ASS
Commented Sep 22, 2013 by anonymous
You are definitely bi curious. You may be bi. You sound similar to me at your age, except some of my first crushes were on females. After I had a chance to explore my sexuality I now am 100% positive that I am bi sexual. I also am comfortable enough with that, that I could see having a relationship with a woman. The "not interested in a relationship" aspect may simply have to do with some internalized homophobia you have. Try not to dehumanize the women you're attracted to make yourself more comfortable. If totally straight was a 1 and gay was a 10, you might be a 4. That number may change as you grow into your sexuality more. I suggest playing with women and seeing how you feel about it. You don't want to get married young and never explore this side of your sexuality. You'll be wondering about it for 20 years, then freak out and ruin your relationship when you cheat. I strongly recommend exploring your sexuality while you're young. Don't just use porn.
Commented Sep 21, 2013 by anonymous
See you down there i guess. (:
Commented Sep 21, 2013 by anonymous
AHAHAHAHAHAAH Fucking love you sir!
Commented Sep 21, 2013 by anonymous
I feel the same way . . Sounds like you're bi curious
Commented Sep 20, 2013 by anonymous
Niggers and fags, all going straight to hell. Bye bye burn babies!
Commented Sep 19, 2013 by anonymous
It is wrong to like the same sex. Your going to hell.
Commented Sep 17, 2013 by anonymous
Your just a person who loves a bit of both,, im a man and love cock as much as pussy, im not attracted to men just attracted to dick, the man could be ugly n old but as long as he has a nice big fat cock then i love it, shemales are the best, been with 2 of them, i suck dick often, started sucking a older cock at age 7, love women and pussy so much, if a woman had a cock and a pussy i would marry her and be in heaven :)
Commented Sep 17, 2013 by anonymous
well put!
Commented Sep 14, 2013 by anonymous
I'm a man and I'm attracted to shemales but never been with one. Could never be involved with one or fall in love. I'm confused so I kinda can relate. I think its just from watching porno. It can warp you're mind. I attempted to live ut the fetish but chickened out. If that makes me bi curious so be it. At the moment I still consider myself straight since i've only been with women. Since you only had a mans affection and never experimented with the same sex I would assume you're straight to.. Everyone has there own fantasy's. It's not you're fault blame the media or influencing you. There's not one person who doesn't have there own secret sexual fantasy's. There's something for everyone out there.
Commented Sep 13, 2013 by anonymous
I agree though I wouldn't mind having fun with a girl if given the opportunity and the night person to trust. NO romance though. Just fun.
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
I'm in the exact same situation, except i'm not a virgin. Lol my boyfriend and I have sex all the time and it's amazing. I could never picture myself in a relationship with a girl but lesbian porn does turn me on and my boyfriend thinks it's hot. I wouldn't worry about it, you're happy with your boyfriend and that's what matters.
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
They're not only rude. They're a bunch of losers who have no one interested in having sex with them; simply jealous LOL
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
I'm glad there's someone who understands where i'm coming from xo. Unlike some rude people on here. -.-
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
Takes one to know one.
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
.... Uh are you retarded? I'm pretty sure i did admit to wanting to fuck the same sex. I even said "I mean i can imagine myself fucking the day light out of the same sex". So your fucking argument is invalid.
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
That made no sense at all. What makes you say i'm both? How can i be bisexual if i'm gay?... If you're gay, it means you like only the same sex and not the opposite. If you're bisexual it means you like both. So tell me, how am i gay and bisexual?..
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
So you're telling me i lost my virginity to my boyfriends finger?... Uh k then. I thought you loose your virginity when you HAVE sex. ... And what i did when i was seven years old was barely even sex. But i agree with you on the "t's considered Bi curious to be attracted sexually to both genders without actually having sexual relations with both".
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
Lol it's okay :)
Commented Sep 12, 2013 by anonymous
You are a gay & bisexual both.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
1) you're not a Virgin. 2) in till you actually try doing something with a girl you won't know for sure. 3) it's considered Bi curious to be attracted sexually to both genders without actually having sexual relations with both. explanation for number 1 once anything penetrates you there like you said he fingered you so yea you're far from a virgin just saying. In some places just giving a man a blowjob is look at as if the woman is not pure and that really is what someone virginity is to me someone untouched to be the first person to ever explore any part of them and from what you explained you have a bit of experience not trying to make you feel any type of way but you use the word virgin very loosely no pun intended.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
Homophobic? Not as much as the poster who won't admit that she wants to fuck other chicks. Eat that pussy, bitch!
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I'm sorry I did not mean to repeat my Comment that much. It was by the software not me. Sorry again.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet. Whenever I speak out my fantasies while having sex with him, he get very very excited and cums so intensly. So I believe: c'est normale LOL.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet. Whenever I speak out my fantasies while having sex with him, he get very very excited and cums so intensly. So I believe: c'est normale LOL.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet. Whenever I speak out my fantasies while having sex with him, he get very very excited and cums so intensly. So I believe: c'est normale LOL.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet. Whenever I speak out my fantasies while having sex with him, he get very very excited and cums so intensly. So I believe: c'est normale LOL.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet. Whenever I speak out my fantasies while having sex with him, he get very very excited and cums so intensly. So I believe: c'est normale LOL.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
I agree this is normal. I'm happily married with an excellent sex life. And I enjoy watching lesbian porn (with husband) and he's fine with it. It's even a huge turn on for him seeing me highly aroused while watching girl/girl porn and having sex with him. I also have bi curious thoughts and fantasies but never tried to turn them into a real thing; perhaps because I haven't the chance yet.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
And you're nothing but an idiot!
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
You have no idea how relived i am. I mean there's nothing wrong with being gay or bisexual, but i know if it were true and i was gay or bi, everything in my life including my loving boyfriend and parents and friends would all disappear from my life and that would kill me. Thank you so much xo
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
Problem? You homophobic cunt.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
You're in denial, bitch. You won't admit that you're a lesbo butch bull dyke who wants to eat pussy.
Commented Sep 11, 2013 by anonymous
No you are neither gay nor bisexual. Whatever you are saying is a normal thing that happens in everyone's life.