Always
Posted Jun 21, 2011 by anonymous | 550 views | 5 comments
I'm young and alert. And have always had very good morals.. But I had my heart broken. You see im 16 and a virgin, and never have hookups or anything of that sort. But this boy and me had so much off and on time, and normally the heart break is because of another, or cheating, or they use you. But I offered everything and he didn't take anything from me. We never fought, he even rejected me wanting him to be my first. And he said he didn't deserve it, every night he has people over to drink and I just found out he has 34 kills. I know this all sounds horrible because I like to have fun and party but im well collected, and have many boys out there that would give anything to have a chance with me... Not to be cocky, but in all seriousness. And it makes me feel worse because he's the only one I wanna hear it from. They say you will find love again. But you see I was comfortable doing everything with him, and wanted to expeirence everything with him and make him happy and listen to what he has to say, i have to move on and i'm happy..but one problem is my best side was brought out with him, who i was was felt with him, and for that I think I will always love him..And we both know we will never be done.
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
Grow up you fucking asshole. Who cares about your shitty relationships.
Commented Jul 6, 2011 by anonymous
I'm the one who wrote this, and thanks everyone but it wasn't a matter of saving myself.. it was just that he's horrible to people. Like he is a class A jerk. But then he never had that problem with me... And I hate how everytime I hear from him or see him, he just seems more drunk and more lost and more scared of everything. He was always something that relaxed me and I cared about his everyday thing, i wanted to know everything simple to complicated..but always trusted him too. You're right I feel to young. It just feel this is one the hardest thing's I have to do, because now that im without him my lifes going good but I feel like i'm living a lie
Commented Jun 22, 2011 by anonymous
you should save yourself for something serious, not just give it away to make some boy happy, silly.
Commented Jun 21, 2011 by anonymous
Sorry dear. They break your heart whether young or old, male or female, rich or poor or in love with you or not. It's the nature of the species.
Commented Jun 21, 2011 by Arachne
Hey, you are 16; you shouldn't be into this shit yet. It's far too early. Leave something for when you are close to 30 and feeling washed up