yesterday was my third year wedding anniversary day and i almost slept with a guy that i hardly knew. i've known him from a pub where me and my husband always hang out. it started from exchanging phone number and texting each other once in a while. aside from that, i enjoyed seeing him around at the same pub every weekend. once we sneaked to the toilet just to makeout while my husband entertained some friends at the bar. last week while at work he texted me wanting to meet up. so i went to meet him in his car and spent more than half an hour making out. he was very blunt in expressing his desire to have sex with me. i was intrigued by the idea of me being desired by a guy who seems to have lots of money and has no problem getting any girls, but yet he pursued me instead. so i made a plan to meet him at the hotel next to my office and applied for leave from work. that was in order for my husband not suspect anything because he will think i was at work like usual. eventually, my plan didnt go well. the guy couldnt afford to book a room at the hotel, and we hung out at the hotel cafe for couple of hours having crappy conversation. it appeared that he's just an ordinary guy who is not as rich as i thought he was. worse, he even asked me if i would to consider going to a cheap motel, renting a room for few hours just to have sex. well, that would be the last time i had any contact with this guy except for the occasional bump into each other at the pub. i should not go to the pub so often after this, once a month to enjoy the music and drink with my husband should be ok. i do love my husband very much and there is nothing wrong with him. he's perfect in every aspect. i have my own demon, which i must control from now on. although regret and guilt dont really work on me, but the love that i have for my husband would be enough to keep me stronger.