Adultery
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 136 views | 0 comments
It's not really about me, but I haven't got any friends I can tell about this. It's about my wife. Over a year ago, she reconnected with a friend from school. They began an intense relationship on an intellectual level. They have fallen in love. My wife has shown me the 'I love you' emails. Thing is, I don't own my wife; I want to see her flourish & grow. She says she loves me more than ever, that it's not 'either/or' but 'and'. Truth is, I believe her. If she needs this, she needs this. They haven't slept together, but they have made out. They probably will sleep together. A big part of me understands and empathizes with the pain she's in. She didn't ask for this, it just came to her. I have no one to talk to. I have been in such a state of turmoil I have been fucking up relationships with other people, some of whom I really care about. I can't tell anyone. I am a tubby, middle aged bald guy; he is a more handsome athelete. She is not doing it to hurt me. I have no one to talk to. Partly because of this, I blew a relationship with someone I truly care about. I can't tell her. I don't know what to do. If I say NO, I kill a part of someone I love. If I say YES, I die a little.
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