
Adultery
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 129 views | 0 comments
I did something horrible. I committed adultery. It started about 6 years ago. I met a guy online in person. I was married so was he. I was not the type of person to do this kind of thing. Noone knows about it except my husband. He found out through an email and I kind of told on myself. He forgave me but I lost his trust. It hurt him badly and changed our relationship. I continued to see this man for more than 6 years behind my husbands back. I didn't love him but he was nice to me and spent money on me and took me places I could never have gone. A few years ago my husband and I adopted a baby and I stopped seeing the guy as much. I wanted to be with my baby more. I guess the guy got sad and lonely because I found out a year ago he had divorced his wife and married his high school sweetheart. I was so emotionally destroyed. He had moved to my state from Alaska when he had met me. He lived near me for almost 6 years. I didn't even know he was leaving to go to another state with his sweetheart and he told me. I was heartbroken. I didn't see it coming. I should be happy he found someone who loved him and got him out of my hair but for some reason I miss him and want him back. I email him once in a while but he tells me he is a born again christian and very happily married. Should I just let it go? He was about 7 years older than me and going bald and didn't have much downstairs. But I still miss him.
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