A liar in love
Posted Feb 15, 2014 by Sky | 304 views | 22 comments
Not so long ago, I met this guy online. He was a brilliant novelist and I kind of stalked his works for more than a year now. I was fascinated on how he writes so I made an account just to read his stories. But reading his works wasn't enough for me I gather all my courage to talk to him, he started telling me things and I started telling him things about myself too. The only problem was he's gay and the thing that I told him was a total lie. I'm a girl and there's no way he'll like me because of my sexuality. Our friendship grew into a more complicated one we become "boyfriends" and started planning for the future we never skyped because of the lies I made I convinced him that we can't. We just send pictures through email and the pictures I was sending him was all fake. After a few months of being in a relationship with him I realized that the more I talk to him the more I fall. I am starting to really love him and it scares me because I wasn't the one he thinks I am. I can't lose him. Please spare me your judgement guys, this guilt i am feeling inside is more than enough of the pain. Please I need someone to talk to me.. I'm so lost.. p.s. please don't tell me also that he'll understand because I know he won't. He hate liars that's what he told me.. :(
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
kayy i will follow u later and send u a pm as soon as im back home :3
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
if you're reading this you can go and talk to me on @Scene_Sky on twitter
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
we can talk to twitter i think?
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
Idk:/ what messenger do u use? i just give u my id then in comments its ok
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
yeah so how are we gonna talk? It's not even possible to delete your comments here it's not user friendly
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
I just checked it out u cant even send pm's on here ..weird
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
there's no private message thing in here..
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
I don't even know how to use this site I just got here .. but I'll check out the features if I can send a message or not
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
well thats the problem but if i make an account on here can i send u a private message?
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
how will I get your messenger without giving it off in the public?
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
or text me
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
idk messenger
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
but how can we talk?
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
btw we should talk that would help me too
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
oh i did the same thing to a loved one and lost him dear:( i can never forget him and messed up my love life end it asap u must its only fair to him
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
I know what will happened if I tell him.. as of now I am in denial of the whole ordeal, I'm scared and yes he used to have girlfriends but he's more into guys now and I'm so scared because I lied to him about everything.. he trusted me with all his secrets but I never told him a bit of the truth about myself.. I am really scared now.. so scared and it kills me inside :(
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
you may love him but its going to crash and burn.....if he was Bi ok...but if he is gay ..no. there is no changing that... you have deceived him ...you think he will be pleased??? sad situat�on
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
I seriously have no idea of how to tell him.. I love him so much but he love someone else.. the guy that he thinks I am :( I don't know what to do anymore.
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
well its better to tell him now then having to face him later when he wants to meet you its better to just nip it in the bud, and not have to face it later when it gets worser when you really truly fall in love and he as well too
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by Sky
but the thing was I lied to him.. I'm not afraid of the things he might say to me .. Im afraid of what he'll do when he finds out .. Im sorry Im so lost
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
if you're a boy or a girl *
Commented Feb 15, 2014 by anonymous
if he truly likes you then he wouldn't care what your gender is regardless.