I like sorting threw and reading other peoples problems and life experiences. Some of which I find hard to believe, others are amusing and some down right sad. Very few people know of my hardship as a young boy or more discriptive, my years of abuse and mortification. I was born in 1963, and in those days an unwed mother was a disgrace. I recall nothing in my earliest years, but was adoped in 1969. I lived there until I was 18 years old and was tat-amout to a farm hand the entire time. Thelma and Orbin where the parents whos daughter Anna, was 7 years older than me. They also had another adoped girl, Janine, who was 4 years older. I was slightly built, bullied, beaten and continually humiliated by all of them. . I had my own small room on the second floor but the toilet sink and bathtub were in a room next to the kitchen. The toilet was hidden by a partition, but the sink and tub were out in the open. Thelma bathed me most of the time but would also let Anna do it the first couple years. As I got older I bathed myself but had no expectation of privacy. Whoever wanted could come in to use the toilet. If anyone else was in there I had to go outside to pee. Thelma was the first to ever give me a whipping and always used a flat stick about a half inch thick. Because Anna was older she also was allowed to do it. Orbin was the worse because he not only would spank me but also smack my face, punch my shoulder or hit me on the back of my head. It didn't matter who spanked me, it was always done on my bare rear, no matter who was in the room. I was only 8 or 9 when Thelma began making me take off my pants and underware before whipping me. Anna did the same to me but Orbin always just made me pull them down. Janine never spanked me but seemed to always watch. They had to know how humiliating it was for me but they didn't care. Anna became just as cruel to me as her parents and I'm sure she intentionally tried to embarrass me. She always came in the bathroom more often than the others knowing I was taking a bath. Janine did sometimes to, but not nearly as often as Anna who would stand looking at me and teasing me. Thelma's sister and Orbins sister-in-law often saw me naked or being whipped with no pants or underware on. They were all bigger than me and the only one who didn't intimadate me was Janine. I was so afraid of Orbin I can't even explain it. He was so strong, every time he hit me I was in pain. I tried not to cry as I aged but did for many years. I was maybe fourteen when most of the whippings stopped but every once in awhile either Thelma or Anna would whip me with the stick. Even then I was forced to take off my pants and underware regardless of who witnessed it. I didn't cry as much but it was still painful and more humiliating than when I was younger. Orbin didn't spank me but would still hit me or somtimes punch me, and they all continued to intrude on me in the bathroom. The only privacy I had was in my bedroom. By that time I worked the farm 6 days a week and as many as 10 hours a day. Orbin was always on my back to do more or to do it faster and punched my shoulder so often I continually had bruise marks. I hated all of them and the only one I could tolarate was Janine. She was fairly kind to me most of the time but she still walked into the bathroom on me and I think she enjoyed seeing me naked and embarrassing me. She always seemed to be there when I got a whipping and knew when it was going to happen. I wasn't afraid of her but I was always shy around her and embarrassed at how she always saw me. She tried to be nice to me but I knew how she always managed to see me naked and always thought she got enjoyment or satisfaction by it. She was spanked by Thelma years before but never in front of anyone. The only good thing that haapened was that I learned how to operate all the farm equipment. When I was 18 I moved out and got a job on a farm about 20 miles away. The owner was a real nice guy and also one of Orbins competetors. I seldom saw any of them after that and in 1987 moved to New Mexico, where I still live today. I completely lost touch with all of them and they never knew where I went. I doubt Thelma or Orbin are still alive but think about what ever happened with Anna and Janine, not that I really care, I have a great wife, two sons and a daughter who I have never raised a hand to. I've been blessed with one grandchild so far and am a corporal on the police deparment.