WTF
Posted Nov 8, 2014 by anonymous | 194 views | 2 comments
I am 24 years old, I have hot 29 years old hot boyfriend BUT I really love this guy who I "met" online. Every day without our chat is torturing. I miss him all the time! It's so crazy I can't describe. I met him 3 years ago and we chat all the time since then. We care about each other, support , we share everything. The problem is that he is 20 years older (44). He is rich, I am poor. I don't want to show him myself and he has no Idea how I look like, but I saw him on web cam. He does look like 44 years old, not the Mister of Universe and I am aware of that things , but I am in love , I love him so much and he is the 1st and the last guy I loved till now. He thinks that I am hiding my face and body because I am fat or ugly or so, but he says it's ok if I am. The problem is that I look perfectly fine, boys always wanted me. I am just afraid to show myself because I am scared that he could want me or fall in love with me. And what then? From his point of view , I would be hot young girl without cash who wants old rich guy and he would never believe that I love him. But I love him so much! He is my best friend and he is an all my fantasies and I have no idea why or how he got me so crazy about him! I am addicted to him, his words, his face , anything about him. I was hoping I will stop feeling this way, but it never stopped. I was waiting 3 years for this stupid feelings to disappear , but it never happened. What should I do?? P.S. As it always happens when people meet online, we don't live in same country. I live on shitty east Europe, and he is from west Europe. One more reason for him to think that I just want a passport of his country or his money or anything stupid. But I just want him. I even had idea to get fat, because he says that I am too perfect to be true even like this, looking good would just make him get the wrong impression about me. I need to move from dead point with him, to stop chatting or to show myself and meet him. Please, help!
Commented Nov 10, 2014 by anonymous
Thank you so much! It means a lot to hear your opinion. I truly love him, I do. I am not 15 years old in new love every week, I am grown up who never loved , and this is my first time. I just can't believe my heart chooses him. After all hot and young guys who tried to get me, he is the one who won my heart. I am afraid that I will be forever in love with him. Congrats to all of you who were in love all the time, it's not easy at all! P.S. I don't need him to take care of me, I just want to take care of him. My confession may leave that impression that I am the one who needs to be cared of , but he is the one who needs that. I have everything but the money and he has nothing but the money. I wish this world is less material so we can love whoever we want without feeling inferior. Thank you so much, I hope I will find courage to ... I don't know, I wanna propose him :D
Commented Nov 10, 2014 by anonymous
Just tell him you look attractive and don't want him to get the wrong idea about you. If you already tell him you love him then tell him again after you admit this secret beauty of yours. It's only a plus for him and who knows maybe he wants to take care of a lucky lady. He probably just wants someone to truly love him.