hes my best friends brothers best friend (crazy, huh?) and we met one night at her house. i had a bf, he had a gf, and everything was all fine and dandy and shit, and then one night, we woke up together all cuddled up. he was an amazing person. i love absolutley everything about him- though i could never tell him that. hes just a really great guy! the fact he was cuddled up ith me really blew my mind... i just never wanted it to end. this happened so many damn times, until we started to believe it wasnt a coincidence anymore. he asked if i liked him, i told him yes, lah-di-dah, when it all started. she was asleep (my best friend was) and her brother wasent there. she was taking this medicine that really knocked her out, and it was pretty early in the morning. we started making out, and things got all touchy feely. i started kissing his neck, and pulling his hair. i guess that really turned him on because next thing i know, his hand is down my pants. it was so hard to keep quiet with him fingering me- because he was so damn good at it! we would fuck around, and then my friend would like, move, or mumble in her sleep, and then we'd stop and errupt into giggles. he bit my lip when we were kissing and it made my lip all swollen. i remember one time i went to touch him, and he pinned me down, and was like, "no. this isnt about me. this is about you..." and made me cum pretty damn hard. after a while, we ended up having sex. it was mindblowingly good, and hen we fell asleep, we woke up next to each other, cuddled up. then, we just stopped talking. his best friend found out, and so did mine. she hated me for a little while, but now, i guess everythings good again. in a few days, ill be over there. he'll be at her house too. i want to apologize for everything that went wrong between us. i just dont know what to say. i mean, yeah- the sex was one thing, but i just miss him all together. i would give up everything i have to go back to the way it was...:( help?