With love comes pain.
Posted Jun 24, 2011 by anonymous | 244 views | 3 comments
I have loved this guy for over 9 years. He knows this. He has done some terrible things to me. He is my first love so of course he was "my first". I thought it was something so special and at the time he seemed to like it. When he was paralized for a week from the waist down, he could only remember my number and called me to come stay. I stayed the whole week with him. When he didn't have insurance I went out on the streets using my tip money to get him some pain pills...which I felt so bad doing. He ended up taking one then selling the rest and kept the money. His "hangnig out" time consisted of me coming over and he would get his fun time then go straight to sleep. The sad thing is, is when i caught onto this I still kept going. I could be so mad at him and never want to talk to him but when he just says "hey babe" I come running like a lost puppy dog. I have had numerous people tell me I am just a "booty call" to him. I don't want to believe it but I know its true. He says he loves me and that I would make a great wife one day. Sadly I believe him even though I don't feel it. After all the bad things he has done to me I will always love him no matter what and he knows this.
Commented Sep 2, 2011 by anonymous
find someone who genuinly loves you for who you are, not what you have to offer..
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
That pussy aint gonna sell itself...get back to work!
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
Hmmmm.Ok then. Whatever !