I am a 19 year old girl who dreams of older men taking control of me, I wrote a story that I wish would come true, please read and comment, and yes it is a sort of confession, you haven't wandered onto the wrong website. *** I sat on the wide windowsill watching the snow; the left side of my face and my left breast were pushed against the glass. I was of course dressed but my lacy bra and thin cotton top didn’t stop the cold from reaching my tender skin. I followed flake after flake of snow with my eyes as they drifted down into view and slowly cascaded in spirals onto snow that had settled before it. I watched for a long time; the ground got higher, footsteps were hidden, the world looked more and more like a fairytale land as time went on. I yawned and gently pulled my face away from the glass. I noticed that the cold on my breast had made my nipples erect. I gently squeezed them through my top and gasped at the feeling I got from it. I realised what I was doing and immediately stopped. I clambered off the windowsill and onto my bed where it was warm. I wondered what I could do that was less, let us say, sensual, while the world was on pause outside. I wondered how workers felt about having one less day of pay because of the weather, how parents felt having to entertain their children because the schools were closed, how families at airports felt being told their planes were cancelled. I decided to stop thinking of these things and instead to think of something fun I could do. A thought of fulfilling the sexual desires of my body popped into my head but I pushed it away, I was only 19 after all, all the boys around my age weren’t interested in me or had girlfriends, who would possibly want me? My desires would never be fulfilled. I stood up and tried to ignore my erect nipples showing through my top and the wet feeling between my legs, trying to think what I could do to pass the time. I decided on having a shower. As I lathered up my body I realised that this wasn’t such a grand idea; it was making me feel hornier. Realising there was only one thing to do and I played with myself until I came then washed myself down. Once dried and dressed again I wandered downstairs and found myself putting on a jumper, coat, and shoes. I grabbed my keys and going outside I locked the door behind me. I didn’t know where I was going but I let my feet wander and I soon found myself treading a familiar path to the old play park my mum brought me to when I was just a little girl. The gate squeaked as I opened it and I wandered over to the swings and sat down. The swing was too small for my tight bottom but I sat on it anyway, remembering how I used to slide around on this seat once. I lost track of time as I watched the snow settle on the play equipment as the cold reached into my core. The sky got dark and I knew I should go home but I was in my own world and I didn’t care. I stopped feeling cold, the hunger and thirst never came. As I gently rocked back and forth on my heels my breasts bobbed up and down. I started when I felt someone touch my small waist. I watched unable to move, now perfectly still, as male hands reached around my pelvis and held me tight. I didn’t know who was behind me but as my body had been given no male attention for a very long time, I felt slightly aroused as well as scared. I felt the man pull himself closer to me, then felt his breath on my ear. My body spasmed from pleasure and my face went red as I realised how much this stranger who probably wanted to hurt me was turning me on. “I’ve been watching you through my window” His sexy voice made it worse and I now could feel my privates pulsing. “Come with me” He commanded. I couldn’t control my body and so I had no way of resisting him as he gently pulled me backwards off the swing and carried me across the street. I looked up through lazy eyelids to see a handsomely chiselled face of a man who must have been in his forties. I could tell he was tall and I could feel his muscles, and he smelled so animal. Bringing me indoors into what could only have been his house he brought me straight upstairs, laying me down on a bed. He sat down beside my small weak attractive and very turned on body and started stroking my shoulder and hair. His breathing got rougher and his eyes more beastial as he moved his hand down onto one of my breasts. He groaned as his fingers slid over my erect nipple, still up from earlier. He grabbed the bottom of my top with both hands and pulled it over my head before plunging down and sucking hard on my neck, squeezing both breasts with a strong grip. I gasped and arched my back involuntarily and he responded by sucking and squeezing harder. I let out a noise close to a scream as the amazing feeling edged on painful. He stopped and fell onto me, gasping in time with me. I felt his hands travel under me as he searched for the clasp of my bra. With a small click-like sound my bra fell loose and he sat up and pulled it off. Discarding it he lent over me and began sucking and nibbling one nipple while squeezing and pulling the other between two fingers. My back arched again of its own accord and I yelped with pleasure. I was so in the moment I didn’t notice where his other hand was until it cupped my jeans between my legs. I jolted at the sudden electric feeling that stormed through my body. My eyes closed and for about thirty seconds I was in my own little world of ecstasy. I opened them to find myself totally naked and the stranger between my open legs. Raising one hand he stroked my opening, pushing my lips apart. I involuntarily pushed my pelvis up so his fingers slightly went inside me. I saw him smile before he pushed his fingers further in and moved them to tease my tender spot. I closed my eyes as his movements became faster and gasped as I got closer to climax. He started rubbing my clit with his other hand and I couldn’t help but spurt my warm juices over his fingers with a scream. As I came down from my climax my eyes closed and though I felt his fingers leave me and his body shift, I let myself drift towards sleep. Suddenly my body was invaded as seven inches of rock hard dick pounded into my pussy, hitting my back wall and causing my eyes to fly open as I screamed once more. He thrust and thrust, pounding his full member in and out of me over and over again. I was very soon close to another climax and as my walls closed in, gripping his cock for dear life, we came together, spurting our lust around inside of me and around him. Slowly we spiralled back to earth and he pulled out of me and lay down beside my prone form. He scooped me into his arms, my back to his front, arms around me, curling his legs around mine. I had never felt happier as I fell asleep yet I didn’t even know his name.