when did i lose it?
Posted Sep 6, 2013 by anonymous | 449 views | 5 comments
I remember being at a party at the age of 12. I was getting uber drunk for the first time. I had a few too many and went inside the house to lay on the couch. I fell asleep for a bit and woke up to find a cute 16yr old girl panting, straddling me. She was zipping up my pants and then stood up, pulled up her panties (she was in a skirt) and said she had fun and couldn't wait to see me again at another party. I don't remember a thing after that or how I felt. I don't know for sure if we had sex though the signs point to yes. I'm 24 now and after all the this time, all my relationships, and various partners, this still bugs the hell out of me. I wish I freakin knew. I don't even know who she was. I just want some closure on this one thing
Commented Sep 7, 2013 by anonymous
I guess so
Commented Sep 7, 2013 by anonymous
just think that the only time that counts is the time you remember:;)
Commented Sep 7, 2013 by anonymous
Think like it was a bad dream & forget it.
Commented Sep 7, 2013 by anonymous
It just hurts to be asked when my first time was and I don't have an answer. I guess I should just let it go and give the first time I remember
Commented Sep 7, 2013 by anonymous
dont worry I don't know when I lost it either