I hope people have had these types of things happen to them cuz they're fukin crazy. I'm about to tell you the story it went alittle somthin like this... Ok so I'm sitting on my bed, texting my friend. She is happy to know I'm happy for school.. i am getting a ride and get dropped off. We pull into the pure black tar parking lot of the school. A rush of nervous pain hits my chest like a ball. it burns tensely. I'm in school now and headed to my locker, its crazy hard the first minute and not crazy the next because you sortof calm down after awhile. Few sessions are easy to get to, but as middleschool is complicated, the drama already effects you. i went into class and sat down. in "my very sexual fantasy" also, my second grade crush is in this class and I'm so embarrassed as we never talk and are socially awkward to the max around eachother. the teacher does an attendance check and i wait for my name. she never called and asked who i was. I was so embarrassed!! I left in a hurry and got to my next class. The WHOLE day was embarrassing! it has been a few weeks and we are still VERY socially awkward, but I honestly don't care. I have two new crushes and they are very cute but today was weird for three reasons. 1. In music my first crush who sits behind me and talks to me a lot,was sitting there twerking and pretending to milk a cow! WTF! 2. After music we had lunch and then went to reading I was going down the hallway when my friend danny grabbed my arm and held me for dear life and as soon as I broke free i was chased by him and tijuan who were making pig noises. AGAIN WTF 3. In science that SAME DAY i sat next to my SUPER CUTE crush and we talked only a little bit and then he asked if i was his friend, i said yes and he said " HI FRIEND" IN A SUPER CREEPY VOICE. But then we had a lockdown drill and i sat next to him and he noticed my pants that had giant hearts the same color as my pants and said it was boss. later this kid was talking about robot girls in japan with tthe science teacher when my friend danny who also sat next to me said I was a robot and my crush thought so too. I also was sitting outside for lunch yesterday with a few other people and we got attacked by bees! one landed in a kids apple sauce, another stole a piece of salad, one kid got stung in the but and a bee went up a guy's shirt. Not to menton the evil one STARING INTO MY FUCK. EYEBALLS!!! WITH HIS DEMONIC STARE!!also there is this one boy today his name is George, we have had a thing going on where we are sortof friends when we have to be but arch nemesis near eachother eber since second grade and today my fingers were cramping from carrying so much and he said "i hope they fall off" middle school is SOO weird not to mention the "accidenta" butt touching. middleschool is sooo weird!