what I would sy to you
Posted Oct 27, 2013 by anonymous | 171 views | 2 comments
You should realize how lucky you would've been if I would in fact have fallen for you. You have no idea how many guys I have just shut down. I let myself be loving and caring towards you, cause in a way I felt you could never hurt me, cause it was never supposed to be real. Anyways, maybe you were right and I wanted it to be, or maybe I would've shut you down as I always do when I realized things could actually get more real. Now, we'll never know. After all I'm happy for being honest the whole time and always being true to myself, not holding any feelings as i often do, and if that wasn't good enough for you, I'm glad you acted how you did, cause that way I get to feel numb again, and forget about you before i get hurt
Commented Dec 6, 2013 by anonymous
quit crying
Commented Dec 6, 2013 by anonymous
well said. very relatable. but someone will come along one day and not only change your mind but your heart.