WHAT A DISAPOINTMENT
Posted Feb 1, 2012 by anonymous | 507 views | 5 comments
Ive recently tracked down my deadbeat dad and as predicted Im really disapointed. Hes a piece of fuckin shit, he lives in this shitty little house and owns some fat old dog that dosent stop barking, he always goes to the same fucking disgusting little bar, wears the same horrible jacket all the time. It turns out hes also a patient at the same mental health centre as i am, thats about the best thing about him i think. Ive been following him for a few months now and he always wears the same horrible skanky fuckin clothes. I followed him around the supermarket once and all he bought was microwave meals. WHAT A FUCKIN SLOB! And another time it was halloween so i went to trick or treat on his doorstep. He gave me a fuckin cigarette! A GOD DAMN CIGARETTE! I wish id lit it and chucked it through his letterbox the twat. I wish id never tracked him down. I was gonna financially bully him and everything, i had it all planned out. Shall i beat him up?
Commented Feb 3, 2012 by anonymous
I can't
Commented Feb 2, 2012 by anonymous
Whatever happened was the past. Forgive him for what he does, now at this he can not help you out. Live your own life.
Commented Feb 2, 2012 by anonymous
He is not the person I would have been to me if I were my father. He's not useless, worthless and pathetic... he's just a person with different goals, priorities, and interests than mine. I stopped letting him hurt or influence me when I became old enough to stand-up for myself. For a long time I had no respect for him, but now I love him and accept him as he was then and is now. I'm at peace with him and I want nothing but the best for him, health wise, emotionally, and psychologically. Spiritually too. When i stopped judging him... I kinda just started loving him. Weird I know, but I totally and completely love him now. It took maturity and the passage of time for me to realize that my dad was a different person than other people's dad, then I learned to appreciate him and admire him. And now I finally admit that I have always loved him and still do and always will.
Commented Feb 1, 2012 by anonymous
Is your dad just as useless, worthless and pathetic as mine?
Commented Feb 1, 2012 by anonymous
No. But you would be better off just making something of yourself. It's sad, but you had to know right, but now that you do, forgive him for having been absent and move on. At this point he could do nothig for you.