by the way do you not notice how you timidly reply that you were never interested in vic? but you are quite adamant that you have no interest in dawn 'no'. you give your real feelings away. just like you can tell from the posts that you are both names talking to yourself. there is no real action on those pages. if i were to rate you as a real couple madly in love as you claim i would have to give you a 2 if it was a real couple. even if she is a real person you have nothing going on. when i got to the posts of stanno when he meets carolyn there is full paragraphs of dialogue. you can tell it's a real couple talking and it's becomming really interesting to read. those posts read like a romance novel. your posts read like a couple trying to fake being in love and not being able to come up with anything believable to say. what i found interesting was when you started stealing things stanno did for your pages. that was a really bad idea. you made it obvoius that you were studying and copying his real affair to practice by yourself or with this other woman you claim is real. she might be real but if she is i wouldn't call what you are having any great love affair like you keep posting that you're having!! the only person i see that you've had any real affection for on this website is vic. you show more affection for her than the woman you claim to love. if this other woman is real no wonder she hates vic so much. if i can read the affection you have for her so can she and it must drive her to jealousy. even now when you deny you never had an interest in vic it isn't convincing as it is when you deny affection for dawn marie b. but it doesn't look like you ever did or ever will stand a chance with this older woman. why do you take it out on her? why keep making this other woman feel jealous so she will take it out on her too? if you are as serious about this woman you supposedly love then why not go off where there is no jealousy for her? why do you stay here? it appears you are still trying to get vic's attention or you would leave. otherwise you wouldn't stay where fights are breaking out with your woman against vic. is that why you stay? are you using this woman to make vic jealous or to make her pay for not being interested in you? no matter what reason you give for staying here it would not be true or make sence. if you say you love this woman so much you would go somewhere where you could both be alone and have no fighting to interupt you. the fact that you do stay around says it all doesn't it????' what? commented: 'not from what i read. you had stiff competition for her though. it appears that there was chieftain who no longer posts who took her attention away from you. he didn't seem to like you and played you down hard. he was hilarious to read. i wish he still posted. i'd like to meet him. he does it for me! there is also stanno who still posted up until a short time ago. i haven't seen him since i've been on this website. she was close to him until he found someone. looks like she backed off to being just a good friend after that. these two men are close to her age. i read where she said you were much too young and immature for her. that must have hurt. she seems to play hardball and you just don't have it in you to keep up with the big boys she seems to like. there is no shame being in love with an older woman. but it has to hurt when the woman says you're too young and immature for her. looks like you have been attacking her ever since. don't you think it's time to move on by now? give the girl a break? just because she doesn't want you in that way it doesn't mean you have to treat her the way you do. dawn marie b was your age and it looks like you tried with her and it just didn't do it for you. no shame in that. but why do you have to treat her so bad now too? that isn't right. i wonder if you weren't the dr feelgood that was starting to get real sexual with dr. ruth and went running off too. from what i have read so far when you can't make things work out with an online chick you get frustrated and angry and take it out on the women. you might want to seek some help because you will never get up the nerve to make it with a real woman. online romances are a good start but if you can't make it online you're going to have real trouble in real life. ' sweetpea's turbo commented: '....and i have no interest in dawn, 'no'. ' sweetpea's turbo commented: 'i was never interested in vic. i never had feelings for her. and i never tried to make her jealous.' what? commented: 'smart of you to just suggest in this name. in your other name you are far more demanding that i shut up. she says she's married all through this website. is she/you a liar? the way everyone plays name games on this website i wonder if you made the other name up trying to make vic jealous by taunting her with another woman. from what i read you chased after this older woman for a long time. when she wouldn't respond you all of a sudden had a second name that is supposed to be a woman who was instantly in love with you. she praises you to this older woman all the time and tries to taunt her telling her how much she wants you. are you sending out some kind of sick messages to attract this older woman to want you? are you trying to make her jealous? doesn't seem to be working does it girlfriend? i find it odd that you and your other name don't do the same with dawn marie b. guess dawn marie b just didn't do it for you like that older woman when you came on to her? lucky for dawn marie b. no shame in having a thing for an older women. what ever floats your boat girlfriend. 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