Weird porn addiction and finding out family secrets
Posted Feb 28, 2014 by anonymous | 1184 views | 4 comments
Our family has a huge reunion every 5 years because we were separated into foster care as kids and this is how we keep in touch with each other. At the last one I was talking to my older sisters about our relationships and sex lives and I admitted that I was worried because I have become addicted to incest porn. My oldest sister said it was probably because mom and dad abused us as kids. I don't have any memory of that. They told me it was probably because I was only three when it was happening. My sisters are 4, 5 and 7 years older than me. My brother is 11 years older than me but he never kept in touch with any of us and refuses to attend our reunions. My oldest sister is a psychologist and thinks somehow the memories are buried and my incest porn addiction is due to that. My sisters started telling me all the things that mom and dad used to do to us. It was all disturbing but a couple things were really bad and explained why my brother refuses to see any of us. Mom used to molest my brother then made him have sex with my sisters. When I was born, and it maybe that I am my brother's kid, Mom would have me sit on my sister's laps and if I started fussing or crying she would make them masturbate me. Apparently it was one of my sisters complaining to her school coach about being sore down there after "daddy plays with her" that finally got the police involved and ended the molestation. The scary thing is that almost everything that went on that they told me about is on the type of incest porn I like to watch. My sister is going to help me find a counselor and hopefully that will help me out, but now I want a DNA test too so I can find out if my sister's and I have the same father. If my brother is really my dad I can understand why he never wants to see any of us.
Commented Jul 19, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 1, 2014 by anonymous
I bet your sisters liked it. They were little whores.
Commented Mar 1, 2014 by anonymous
That was the extreme child abuse that you & your sister has faced.
Commented Feb 28, 2014 by anonymous
i love incest porn to and i also was abused as a child its normal it does get better with help good luck