We've been friends since 1st grade...
Posted Aug 29, 2011 by anonymous | 542 views | 1 comments
You and I have been the best of friends since the first day we met. I've always admired you, and trusted you with my life. But lately...I think that I am changing. I've always had gay thoughts, but I dated girls so I didn't think anything of it. But I'm starting to realize that I think I only told myself I liked girls, and dated them, because I felt like I was supposed to. I remember thinking of what I'd do with a girlfriend, and having no idea. And when I did finally get a girlfriend, I was miserable with her, even though she seemed perfect, I couldn't stand being with her. Now I'm realizing I might not like girls and I and I think...I think I'm in love with you. You're not gay, but I didn't think I was gay until very recently...you'll never know that I'm feeling this way...if you did, everything would change, and I wouldn't trade what we have for the world, but...I can't help being extremely confused by the way you make me feel...
Commented Aug 29, 2011 by anonymous
You're about to find out that Gay won't mean happy.