so here... im f 16... this is my story... ik its confusing... I had memories of when I was lil but I was told they were just made up and they never happen... the memories where 1. my older ( step) brother ( by three years) convinced me and my (step) cousin it be fun to play truth or dare with a twist... twist was it was only dare and we would take turns going in the other room in front of the camera ( it like broadcasted to the tv in the room we were in ) and performing the dares, which were like take ur shirt off or pull ur pants / panties / boxers off and show either ur front or ass.... we got caught and that didn't happen again.... u was only 7 at the time my cousin 8 and brother 10 or 11....[br]2. the second memories were my brother would come lay with me and put a blanket over me ( same ages) and touch my private parts.... (I had no idea it was wrong....) I would ask him for it after a while cause It felt good... once it became something he told me I wasn't allowed to tell anyone... I started to know it was wrong and it stoped.... [br]THIS IS WHERE I THOUGHT I MADE IT UP!!![br]years later a girlfriend of mine told me about her cousin doing similar things to her... I told her about my brother... I trusted her... she tested my brother and told her what I said and he recurs me flipping saying it never happen and I was a lying slut who just had a crush on him and I'm a bitch and I'm not allowed to hug him or talk to him anymore.....[br]after this I thought.... maybe it was just a weird dream... maybe it wasn't real.. [br]UNTIL[br]well me and my cousin ( the one drone memory 1) really haven't talked to each other since then and now we have school together and class together... the other day he made a joke like "I will slap ur tit so hard it slaps your face " and I said " no I'm ur cousin you wouldn't touch me there" he said " Idc if your my cousin" and I joked " oh you like incest? hahaha" and he was like " oh god don't say that! it reminds me of when we were little " and I said " wait what?!?" and he was like " don't you remember... me you [your brother] and a pink Barbie camera?" .... after that... I knew it was real... and now I'm confused...